Strange thing happened yesterday while I was at my local boring family reunion. When I went to the toilet, inside the actual "bowl" there was a small frog. Now what I do know is that many frogs are endangered so this was a strange occurrence. I haven't seen a frog since I was a little kid. It was weird but also fascinating.
I think one of the most important things I learnt yesterday was that life just is. The cycles of nature will always continue even after I pass over and I felt somewhat overwhelmed by the fact I'm just a small molecule in the grand scheme.
It was beautiful and I finally have a new wand/staff that I found. Its a willow stick that was attached to a dead tree. I said a little prayer of remembrance and gratitude.
Yesterday, I honestly felt more connected to nature than I have in a long while.
I think my mother didn't receive the "how to be a female 101" when she had me. I'm tired of being told that I don't act feminine enough when I refuse to lay down and let people walk all over me. I am a stubborn bitch and I am proud of it. Nothing in this world can force me to change who I am unless I give them permission to do so. I have the power to decide what I want to do.
I don't act normal. I question too much, and look underneath the "underneath" because nothing is ever superficial. I don't believe everything I read and I take what a person says with a huge grain of salt. If somebody comes up and tells me that they never lie in public, I'm not going to believe them. I rarely believe people who think they never lie.
I question a person's belief system. If I don't undertsand something, I will question it. Okay, even if I did understand, I still would question. I question my beliefs as well. Imagine the debates inside my head...:)
You are introverted, reserved, and quiet with a preference for solitude and solitary activities. Your socializing tends to be restricted to a few close friends. Stressful and frustrating situations can often be upsetting to you, but you are sometimes able to get over these feelings and cope with these situations. Novelty, variety, and change spice up your life and make you a curious, imaginative, and creative person. People see you as tough, critical, and uncompromising and you have less concern with others' needs than with your own. You set clear goals and pursue them with determination. People regard you as reliable and hard-working.
Honestly, I wish people would realize that the world does not cater to them. What history may be for one person may not be for another.
I am not Wiccan. I don't prescribe to the Wiccan theology nor do I presume to understand it. I haven't had enough exposure to it though I have read many Wiccan books (some may fall under the "Wicca 101" header) but honestly, I don't think anybody really knows the history of it. We can only assume what happened based on what people around that time may have said and what so-called evidence may say (based solely upon what their perception may be).
Most of history is subjective. Nobody can know fully what something or someone may have said unless they wrote it in their own words (and then it solely depends on whether they're telling the truth or not).
I am a 25 year old Australian who is a witch, bisexual, bibliophile, writer, artist, life-long student, feminist, libertarian, gothic, cyber, punk, hippy, bohemian, bitch, philosopher, amateur psychologist, scientist, and mathematician, collector, and gardener.
I love horror, sci-fi, fantasy, literature, classic novels, and anything classified as "odd", "outside the box" and weird.
I'm open minded but I'm also skeptical. I don't believe everything I read, see, etc..
